Masochism: by Benjamin Beauchman
Sickening
Pleasured by torture
Needing to feel something
Once I became numb
Grieving the losses
Let me deserve this
Compete with my demons
They know me best
Erotic
Sensual feels like a blade in my back
Climax is my blood filling the bath
Pleasure is pointless
Sex is worthless
Just get it over with
Your acrylic nails filled with my skin
Bloodied back
Only a reminder
My sins
Sorrow
Shame
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About Benjamin
Ultra-running, rock climber, backpacking guide, professional bump skier, truck living, hippie. Some words that could be used to describe me, however I prefer the term Dirtbag. I am an aspiring writer and professional backpacking guide who started the Dirtbag Nomad to share more about my lifestyle and the challenges of working towards a life filled with passionate pursuits